painted fire

"For God speaks again and again though people do not recognize it." Job 33:14

Sometimes I get scared that I've missed it. Or am missing it.

And it makes me wonder if it's because I don't know Him well enough to know what He sounds like...or if I'd just rather not hear what He wants to say.

Either way, I don't want to miss it. Quite the contrary--it would be a welcome relief to hear something clearly and know. What to do. Where to go. How to get there. But is that fair? Is having all the answers the answer to faith?

I already know that answer to that.